OLD

HESTIAAAA I'm growing old, or oldish, I think. Or maybe I've always been oldish. Yeah that should be it yup. Today started out quite fun and all but after being in the stadium with a thousand screaming girls and 15000 or more other people screaming for action (guilty too), my head started pounding. Yeah so basically I was (am) super tired and grouchy later on, heh.

On the bright side, HPC WAS ON THE HUGE SCREEN (HOW DO YOU DESCRIBE THAT) but yeah that part was really cool and RACHEL WAS SO CUTE  CALMV AND COOLV I THINK I WOULD HAVE JUST DIED THERE AND THEN IF IT WERE ME HAHAHAH  

(did anyone take a pic of her on the screen)

i know the pain of having to study

Hello Hestiaaaa
our blog has been a little quiet lately SO HERE YOU GO
TBH
i find it quite interesting how we had 50+ posts in 2014 & 2015 respectively and we have like 90+ posts in 2016 and ITS ONLY APRIL hahahahaha
Anyway
We have taken over already ):)  <-- this is both a happy and sad face q cool right hahaha
MYEs have begun already
okay but they are ending soon also(we have only sat for one paper and i am alr visualising the end LMAO)
I know that everyone is very stressed but please don't be stressed because I said so
I am sure that you guys will do very well ok if not its ok we still have EYEs, Sec 4 and JC ok so chill.
Nobody is going to ask you how much you got during your Sec 3 mid years during your job interview, so yeah don't pressurise yourself too much
BUT THAT DOES NOT MEAN DONT STUDY OK PLS STUDY
ok now listen to what i say(only applicable for those who are procrastinating)
point your cursor to the red X at the top of your screen (DONT CLICK IT YET)
Keep your eyes on the enemy(your notes)
prepare your army(brains) to start the attack(revision)
prepare your swords(pens)
take 5 deep breaths
Your attack will begin in 10 seconds
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BYE HESTIA ILY (may the odds be ever in your favour)
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OK NOW CLICK THE X and attack!!!!!

after pop

hestia!!

my previous post didn't get published for some reason?? but nvm i'm gonna combine it with this one lmao.

okay so we've officially taken over and honestly i'm a little scared that we won't be able to meet our expectations and ma'ams' expectations, but with hestia with me, i'm 98.9% sure we can do it ahahaha okay so jiayou (jiayoi yez) we can do this! don't be afriad to stand up and voice out whatever you think is right! to all the depts, do work well with one another and make your dept shine! don't forget the rest of us from other depts though ahahaha we are still squad mates ok!

also everyone is doing fun facts (on previous posts) so time to be unoriginal and post a fun fact ahahhaha ok so
diD YOU KNOW
you're living, you take up space, you have mass
tHAT MEANS YOU MATTER lMAO

and also i really just want to say i love each and every one of you hestia (and astraia ma'ams for everything yez)!

many hugs and loves
horse of america

who is praying very hard that trump burns and america doesn't go down

First Impressions Broken

Hahahaha I feel like I have broken a lot of first impressions of me by others. Whatever "cool", "strict", "boring", "stern" or any of such adjectives really do not exist anymore once you know me better. :D

The me you see in school is not the me you see outside of school.
The me you see on stage is not the me you see when I'm with those I like.
But most importantly, the me you see for the first time, is definitely not the only side of me you may ever see.

Fun Fact: Someone I knew was actually surprised when she found out that I listen to music （？？？？）

love you hestia and also thank you Astraia Ma'ams (for putting up with the bs I made in our group）

-RL

Phee

Hihihihi so ya new bkg how did yall like it thankult Vic I see your post with reference to bkg hehe BC whai so gloomy we need more warmth don't ya agree it's like all of our blog so it should represent all of us instead which is hearth sorry to the person who set the previous background


How's life

Life is sed

Especially school.

Rly wanna quit school and join circus//be jungle explorer but thhen I only want quit school I dw quit NP ahahaha np first school last

AND TMR IS MY JUNIORS SYF IM SO UPSET I CANT GO BACK BC STUPID IMAGINEERING IF NOT I COUL HAVE VEEN DISMISSED AT 1255 u know their performance start at 3:40 I could make it if I take taxi but price bomb I RLY wanted to be there for them esp when thhey took the initiative to message me the details and "looking forward on seeing you" and like nobody else is on as me so nobody is gg back OHMYGOD why is nobody enthu  and yes guys kid has a life outside NP even though I only talk about NP but omg CO

And sometimes I wonder what if I didn't join NP and joined like band or guzheng omg        

Fun fact I wanted to join NP since primary school and hopefully be good in NP and have achievements

Fun fact my phone password concerns NP

Fun fact I haven't been absent for any NP event I was supposed to go except UNARMED COMBAT AGSKSHHSJSHSHW

Fun fact I love the flag more than I love u jkjk love u

Reli tired by every single thing

Jiayou Hestia rmb that I'm dying here aswell

Yesterday was a good one after road marshaling with rachiebae and sun at first the truth or truth

Really learned to let people in on my secret feelings

Some people only tho still working on it one day I will

Also I'm collating to help all of u buy missing badges socks slacks as well as ma'ams list from the army market so just send me when I tell yall to. Get thhe details of prices from me bb


- kid

And recently I realised people actually read our posts omg embarrassing 101 but I alr have alot embarrassing stuff alr

I wonder if I should change name

Perry the platypus will be cool isha I'm sorry I'm a bad student who draws a big platypus when u teach me maths isha maths vv good guys go find her tuition

And thhen I just realised I can't change mie name BC it's on top alr ahaha 007 wyd why u reveal yourself

I wonder how many people know who I am this is vv scary

As well as next Wednesday is vvv scary Hestia pls when something is asked I know how to answer myself pls don't even try I will come and make you a mudpie I quite like playing with grass and soil I'll be sure to add extra grass foc and thhen maybe can put on your head can plant a plant maybe

Jkjk not so mean (ohya mean by taylorswift actl new romantics nicer )

But really don't even try 

Fears

Hestia, I'm afraid.

I'm afraid we'll let ma'ams down. I'm afraid the unit just rose, only for us to crash it. I'm afraid that we (or I) won't be a good leader. I'm afraid that I won't know what to do - did ma'ams know what to do all the time? I'm afraid I won't fit in. I'm afraid we'll grow apart, it's inevitable. 

What will we do? IF everything just goes wrong? Will it? Won't it? I don't know.

some motivation

hello hestia 

ok so we are taking over rly soon omg akjhfdsajs im sure there will be more setbacks and more disagreements but i know we can overcome it together yeah! and also don't be upset or feel negative about what department/position/squad you get anymore (if u are) be positive okiee and know that there's always a reason why we are placed there so maybe you just dont understand it now, but one day you will! and also we should rly try to be happier and just give our best in whatever we do and bring the gold back again for uopa yeh! 

here's a quote for y'all: 

"when you feel like quitting, think about why you started"

i hope it's motivating and yez even though it's gna be tough but let's not give up okay and i know our squad is strong enough to get through the upcoming challenges 

ok anw jiayoi hestia we can get through this okay :-) hurhur 

as one

i actl wanted to title it as we are one but then that would be too much kpop references as post titles

gna ruin our current mood on the blog with flowers (jk) but same thing la same thing

anw so squad hierarchy came out and its probably not ideal for us all, u might not have gotten the dept u want, the squad u wna take etc. and said before many many times, things will not go our way- but that doesnt mean it wldnt get better
at this point of time u may rlly dislike the dept u r in or ur circumstance, but give it a chance, u may end up enjoying ur time more than u thought u wld (like sec 1 mi wanting av and photog alot HAHAHA)
but also, dont deem urself unworthy just bc u r not an nco or u dont have any positions and dont discourage urself bc there is no one who isnt a leader and there would be no point having leaders without good followers yes (so whatever the position, member or head, we r all equally impt oki)

ohyah shoutout to us for being mostly positive, vv encouraging and sharing around good vibes :-))

i know this post is kinda late (i actl had this written earlier but just didnt post)

eh our blog background now quite nice ah

Keeping Everything to Ourselves Because We're Afraid that We May Hurt Someone

Never again.

-RL

Uh hallo

Okay so recently our squad tension is really bad altho I don't really have alot of idea on what is gg on pls stop it's making my happiness level drop to negative really please stop I hate it

But I'm also happy for some people who got over stuff good job yall

I am still vv confused about myself tho

Anyways

Let's just put our trust in ma'ams okay

And let's plan a memorable day

-frequenter

Hi

If u really want to say something but you forgot to say it and u are feeling vv annoyed at yourself just go and crush something loud okay like plastic egg cartons hahaah
Don't bbe like me I was waiting for food with my grandma and then I popped the egg carton lid open and close open and close in the middle of the hawker centre so many people stare at me haha ohno so I stopped hahahaha

Quotes from poorva " Karina you are the most hobo person I have ever met like yesterday u just sat in the middle of the canteen and started tying the flag structure "

Haha tb when we had to rush for pl challenge and I made all of u sit in the middle of nowhere to eat our mcs and all the passerbys were staring but it's a public space okay we were sitting at the side not in thhe middle of the path

Yes hobo is cool ahahah sometimes I feel like plonking down in thhe middle of the classroom block field
Tb CCC where I legit crawled all over the field and rmb me jumping around from one spot to another cos I no time run ahahaha and sliding is fun


Happy moments aye :) 

gogoogogo

im back again if u still feel vv sad pls go and watch new romantics music video on youtube by taylorswift bc it just came out haha best thing of today

"COS BABY I CAN BUILD A CASTLE OUT OF ALL THE BRICKS THEY THROW AT ME "

-KID :D

hi

hows all of u feeling AHAHA
what best describes my rn is a poop emoji.
and also the urge to do apt and crush newspaper balls.
and also i made a new pun
the world is literally unfair.
its blue and green.
today is one of the most something day of my life hahahaa
gonna be ambiguous bc why not
i now give up in believing that something something
u know like trees nomatter how much effort u put in to take care and water every single day rain of shine and put in passion it will not reap if its non flowering HAHA
im sorrry negative vibes
but someone really nice told me that i should let my feelings be known and thankuu someone for letting me rage to you haha much love duoduo
i feel that im so stupid hahaha for something something something
but i have to let it go because i need to do homework now hahaha

-not small but kid 

not the end!!

ayyyyy so our squad hierarchy got revealed today ye (cue cheers ornah))
 i know all of us want the best for our squad and are genuinely happy for those that got positions/squads that they wanted// it may not be easy for yall to be so selfless, especially if yall didnt get what you expected eue there's generally a mixed atmosphere in our squad and some people are sad, frustrated, disappointed and some are happy. anyway, whatever happens we are still a squad ok let's not let something as simple as positions bring us down, be it in terms of self worth or our bond as a squad. Let's continue to treat everyone equally and value every single person ok even if we face a lot of obstacles next time, lets just remember where we all started from yes seeing yall cry today was like a repeat of clc (jokes) but ye idk why i just feel like crying with yall HAHAHA

SPEAKING OF WHICH ma'ams are going to pop :-( and we're going to take over (yay ornay) i think our squad is rlyrly close to ma'ams and we've learnt so much from them and been with them for so long that i think we honestly would not know what to do after we take over lAmAO. ALSO games parade eue sed

anyway, i just vvvvv simply hope that everyone is happy and i'm glad and vv touched that all of you are trying your best to be optimistic even with your given situation. If yall need anyone to rant to text me ok ;') anw my point is that everyone is unique and yall shouldnt let a title define who you are ok!! after being sed and all lets continue to strive for even better results and improve ourselves ouo okok daz enough

-sun shining @you pls dont reject the light
SIDE NOTE: if yall want to cry and just break down just do oKAY yall can rant or post or talk to someone or anything but plsplspls dont keep your emotions to urself yes let us help :-))))))

hierachy nope

asdfghjkl tomorrow is hierachy announcement ohno grateful that tomorrow recess is a late one i dont ever want to know the hierachy pls no hestia lets not take over zzzz this is very scary although given up but still!!!! time please pass slower thanks much love
idek how to feel bc im vv excited theres a np based training but thinking that its pop rehearsal makes me dread it? why zzz

but games parade :)



- kidkat 

Awkward day

Ok so today on the 6 April, I had the most AWKWARD day of my LIFE. So first it was bumping into a ma'am (you can get the full story from me @Hestia only) after Chinese lessons, on the stairs. I was talking to Kim bout NP and then I turned the corner and oops, ma'am😮 It was srsly the face to face type LIK she legit suddenly appeared in my face. So I quickly leaned back and stared and I could actually my facial muscles go slack. My facial expression srsly changed from a smiling to the blank look!!!! 😂😂😂 Then she turned to her fren and awkwardly stepped to the side cuz I was on 'right' side (which is the left) and we continued walking. There was actually this awkward silence. Then after that Kim n I juz laughed cuz the encounter was juz too funny!!! Omg u shld HV seen the face!!! HAHAHAHAHA

Okay so the next one is during recess. I was right at the back of the noodle store queue minding my own business when I for some reason decided to turn around. And I saw 2 ma'ams eating together. So I quickly turned around while taking out my phone again and read wattpad. Anyway, this encounter was lame so not really much since we always see them.

Moving on to the third one. This was after school. I was in the canteen and needed to go to the toilet badly so I went to tt toilet beside the recycling corner. The first person I saw when I almost reach the door was a ma'am. So I actually thot to myself that no one else would be inside. But guess what. The moment I pushed the door open, I saw a ma'am!!!! N it was awkward cuz I actually went in w my earpiece in my ear and i was kind of watching a drama at tt time. HAHAHA OOPS.... 😵😵 Okay so I turned around and wanted to leave the toilet when out of the corner of my eye, I saw ANOTHER MA'AM!!!! OMG MY LIFE 😱😱😱 I srsly thot I was dreaming manz. I mean cedar got so many students put I juz so happen to see so many of them today 😧 Since I didn't wanna look dumb, I turned towards the toilet paper and took some. Then I walked into a cubicle WITH my earpiece still in my ear and my phone. O n I forget to mention that when I walked in, they suddenly stopped talking and it was juz this weird silence where I glanced at them and debated if I shld leave. Okay so today is my oh so lame class and life. Okay byes

Thank you Hestia~

Okay so a quick one. Just wanna thank all of Hestia for the constant support and encouragement! You guys are like my pillars of strength in Cedar because I know that no matter what, you all will be there for me :) Just like during my campaign, you guys came out of class early to come and support me and give out sweets hehehe <3 Then you guys were all there with moral, silent and physical support when some of the others that I actually liased with to come help me for the campaign just stood by the side (still thankful tho)

I really don't know why I'm so nostalgic all of a sudden. Maybe because it is CWSAP main conference and I realised that we are gonna say forever goodbye to our co-facils *cries*
But anyway, I know that whatever achievement (CPB or NP) in school will not be able to be successful without yall.

Just know that this lame ahma here loves yall to bits though I often show affection through my "violent-tendencies" and mean words ahahaha.

-Rachel muack muack

Its me

Ok so idk why I even came here cuz I got nth to say but srsly I've been pushing doing noted damn long n I hope I can do it in time for MYEs. I srsly dunno wat to say lol but ya tmr is gona be a long day n everytime we have cca n I end up goin home like damn late, I feel like it's a Friday n it kills the momentum but cca is actually a way for some of us to release the pent up stress so YAY. Also I dunno y but I've been enthu for trainings sia like in the middle just start smiling( which rlly isn't good if we doin drills but I can't control it but ya).
AND I alr feel like I ddint see many of us for damn long, like mayb it's cuz a lot of us were understudying or couldn't make it for squad recess n stuff haiz sad.
Plus guys we should have a praising session too like the trashing one.
AND this week has been rlly weird also cuz like ermmm.... .

NO NEED READ THIS NOT RLLY IMPT
Kai is dating Krystal (idk y I have to mention this wherever I go but yas it's true not an April fools joke) n im damn sian even though I was supposedly over kai in like mid sec 2 but I JUST CHANGED my wallpaper frm bobby to kai n BAM one week ltr he's dating somebody... ok this is getting weird so let's end it.