Fears

Hestia, I'm afraid.

I'm afraid we'll let ma'ams down. I'm afraid the unit just rose, only for us to crash it. I'm afraid that we (or I) won't be a good leader. I'm afraid that I won't know what to do - did ma'ams know what to do all the time? I'm afraid I won't fit in. I'm afraid we'll grow apart, it's inevitable. 

What will we do? IF everything just goes wrong? Will it? Won't it? I don't know.